Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Hawtness!~




















weee~~ such a relax week!~ *happiness*

nyahahax.. but getting let off earlier from jux brighten up my whole day!
geex. i sound kinda pathetic don't i? hahaX.
mon got released at 12.30! gosh.. that has gotta be my earliest mon off, k save for the RARE half-day mon back then.

n during GP, we caught abt half of this movie.. some show abt these delinquents playing a pretty innocent prank that got them into deep shit.
heex. the actors in there are pretty cute XD
but the crux of the show lies in the hellish treatment they were 'submitted' to in the boys' home.
i tell ya, kevin bacon plays one hell of a bad guy.
n the violence and sex abuse in the show.. tsk tsk. well.. looking forward to the next half of the movie on fri! ^_^

o ya, talking abt strong sexual references to movies these days...
hahaX. or is it already there jux tt i was silently censored by our good old censorship board? lolx.

n the incredible fact was that these movies i'm talking abt are actually borrowed from the sch library! XD
i'll never forget the time mi n Moon watched "Shakespeare in Love" in the sch library!
the SEX.. gosh.. my cheeks were burning n my eyes were blinded in that veri movie.
n the most embarrassing ting was the 'crowd' that came to join us...
see, we were stupid enough to screen it on the big tv -_-''
n so, we were joined noisily by a grp of overly-excited gals,
adding to the absurdity of the whole ting, some guys had just to choose that 'wise' moment to walk in on us.

AND THE MOST NONSENSICAL TING IS THAT THE MOVIE IS PG-RATED!!!! o.O

n i got cheated another time by that little innocent PG-Rating when i borrowed "Silence of the Lambs" (ya, it is from the sch library too >_<")
the script was utterly saturated with sexual innuendos.. n the number of times 'Fuck' was cursed? it was uncountable.
all these are still quite sane... till u meet the psychopath who dresses up like a drag-queen n danced naked in front of the mirror -_-''
i was SO not expecting that.
n i can tell that my mom was not too, when she loudly proclaimed her shock. (yes, i was stupidly watching this with my ENTIRE family >_<)
one more ting to add, the said maniacal-behaviour guy was a really sick serial killer taking perverse pleasure in wearing women's skin.. literally.(well, he murders them then skins them.)

n so, moral of the story: NEVER TRUST THOSE SMALL WORDS THAT SAY "PG-RATED".
those i watched are either,
No.1: rated incorrectly
No.2: uncut version or,
No.3: the censorship board has gone bonkers
n maybe another lesson that i SHOULD HAVE learnt already, never watch such movies with ur whole family, lest u wanna die of embarrassment of having been the one that borrowed the movie.

at least i was clever in a 'duh' way when i decided to jux stop another movie "The Name of the Rose" from playing when i glimpsed another 'sex scene' coming up~
n it wasn't even the starting part, it was jux paused there when i idiotically went to play it...
don't even ask mi who the hell paused the movie at that scene! so, clever mi waited till at night when the hall is not bombarded with my family... lo n behold... it was a full sex scene -_-''
i thought i was watching porn then >_<
it was...ahem...coughx...pretty explicit.
at least it was rated M-18 (didn't get cheated this time)
do they realli 'do it' during filming?? i wonder~
shrugx. well.. the plot of the movie was actually fascinating, it being a murder case mystery n all...
n the set was eerily fitting for the dark n solemn atmosphere~
plus, the props...
wow~~ they actually created replicas of the past 14th century n they sure do cost a bomb... there were these scriptures that were hand-painted n gold-plated, taking almost 6 months to complete n costing a few thousands for ONE page!

another movie experience... NANA Screening!~ ^_^

it was rated PG, n huiyun did warn mi of the 'bath scenes'...
well, at least they were onli IMPLIED sex scenes.
but still, it was kinda...okeiokei. veri...awkward watching it with a teacher.. hahaX.
well, mrs. koh joined us for the later half of the movie, unexpectedly walking in on one of those 'implied sex scenes'.. lolx.
u know sometimes when you leave the com for quite long n don't touch it, the screen will go blank?
that was wad happened during some of the scenes when it was getting a little steamy in there~~ lolx.
mrs koh then said, "Auto-censor." XD
n it wasn't jux one scene, there were a few in fact!
k, maybe not sex scenes.. but rather mani passionate kissing scenes >_<
gosh, have to sat through those agonising moments where i kept throwing huiyun nervous glances n her returning some. lolx.
everione there was kinda awkward too at first, which was pretty funny n weird at the same time!! XD
NANA Screening was overall counted as a success!~~ hooray.

kk.. i flooded ur minds enough already. n i have enough 'interesting+awkward' movie experiences >_< tata~

Let iT OUT!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

it is always irony how life events will turn out to be...




last afternoon was Othello production...
guess who i crapped abt on the bus?
n then guess WHO i saw later?

n u know tt i don't realli have a soft voice...
hahaX. actually i spoke more abt Yanyu's blog affair rather than someting ELSE...
-_-'' i totally don't get it y can't we have freedom of speech on our blogs??!?! here, i'm talking abt "scolding pple"(heyx, not i do scold pple, jux tt i approve it unless it is mi as the subject!) n not abt politically incorrect stuff.
hello! if we can't even rant on our blogs, tell mi then, where else can we vent our frustration then?! okei. i shld dwell longer on tis stupid issue, lest u pple get bored, n not b'cox i'm relenting to others(NO way!)

*cools down*
kk.. now back to the Othello production...
firstly, it was SUPERB!
it is unimaginable tt the cast actually managed to memorise their dreadfully long scripts! o.O *stares in awe*
the emotions were raw n the atmosphere was intense(well..other than for the sudden outbursts of laughter from the audiences in the murder scene -_-'')
okei. maybe poor Desdemona being dragged onto the bed n being suffocated by a pillow send pple's funny bones tickling. *shrugx*

but i'm glad i spent my saturday afternoon n evening there...
heyx, who wouldn't when it is actually enlightening?? well.. betta than rotting at home rite. =X

melissa n mi went to skool together, partly cox of the reason she thought tt wearing all blac(black Othello tee + black pants) was like funeral clothes, lolx.. actually realli looks lik sia~ i'm glad for accompaniment aniway ^_^

filled with excitment to watch the play, we quickly accepted our roles of being 'Door Pple' XD
we had to tear ticket studs n give out prog booklets
simple tasks??
not so when u have a hoard of pple all at once!!
frantically tearing the ticket studs n giving stuff out, mi n mel took turns...
luckily they came in an orderly fashion, in one straight line...
if not... erm... i dunno.. panick?? hahaX.. no lah.
heex. suddenly thought of someting.. it jux looks as orderly as the queue at the clubs! (not tt i ever went clubbing before~)
hahaX. most realli do look lik they r frequent night-lifers, what wif their mature looks wif make-up n all...

aniway, remember the 'somebody' i mentioned at the first part?
the day before,Val pointed out her in the canteen, n mi, Sharon n Moon went to check out her blog later...
i was wondering out of curosity of what was her name then.
n ya.. if u r not tt dense n know WHO i'm toking abt rite now.. i met her at the Othello production.. as one of the usherers.
n also her fren in her clique.. the pretty Eurasian gal(u SHLD know who i'm toking abt...)
anyway, i overheard tt gal's name.. shld i mention it here?? hahaX. y? if i mention it.. maybe my blog visitors will rise?? lolx.
i don't tink i cared for tt..
if i ever did.. i wud have been writing over-exaggerating nonsense n 'interesting' explicit entries *winks*
so as not to become a gossipy bitch(tt'll make mi hate myself then), i'm not gonna put her REAL name here, ask mi if u wanna noe...
oh wait.. i'm gossiping right now rite?? oh yes.. the irony of all tings.. *starts stabbing oneself b'cox of self-hate*
ouch.

hmm.. i did have the chance of conversing wif them.. n i found them to be quite alrite.. but hey i didn't have ani prejudice for the other gal to come to start wif.
however, i'm still apprehensive abt 'tt' gal...
afterall who wun after reading her blog??
everiting goes along pretti mundane.. TILL
during our evening duties, she suddenly ask Mel...
"Do u wank?"
perhaps i heard it wrongly or wad.. but it was a veri WEIRD qn.
mel looked back at mi n gave a puzzled look.
i asked her, "What did she ask u?"
"She asked mi a veri strange qn, what, 'do i wank'"
okei. i cant be hearing tings for 2 times rite???
hmm.. maybe i misintepreted the word.
n then later she was calling her beau, saying smth to her fren abt him jux having to come on the spot n tt she cant go fetch him...
guess she was abit annoyed n cursed 'Fuck!'
my impression of her had jux sunk to the depths of the thousand leagues oceans...

after tt, nth much did happen tt is of interest... *yawnx*
i sat through another play.. well, tis time round i managed to catch the whole of Act1 which i missed earlier on in the afternoon.
oh ya.. the afternoon.. the damned sun was so scorching hot n the clouds were apparently useless tings.
we stood there waiting for late-comers...
sheltering the actors with umbrellas lest their make-up melt under tt horrible sun.

o.. then came tis pair of 'stuck-ups'...
the play had already begun, n out of kind will i told them to hurry.
n what did they do? NO, they didn't hurry.. NO, they didn't look lik they even care!
jux wasting my good will.. *tsk tsk*
when they FINALLY reached the door at an incredibly leisure tt i thought not possible when one was late...
once again, we said tt the show had already started,
n they jux nonchalantly said tt they knew -_-''
geex. attitude.. attitude..

alrite overall 'enriching' day n admiration for the Othello cast n crew! *looks up* long entry sia~~ tata~~

Let iT OUT!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

9:23 AM

i wonder how life can come to a standstill...
like mine has.
it is a tragedy which no one seems to realise...










when a youth lives like the aged,
when the sparkling sunshine could turn gray with sadness,
when the calm oceans could turn treacherous in one's internal sea of turmoil.

it is a thought which one would hide n avoid.

but if u turn the yellowed page over and glimpse at what the world could offer,
the entire u looks so small in that unknown part of the story in some other side of the world.

do not bind mi.
do not lead mi.
i don't want to be miserable,
but i just couldn't help it,
if only i can find that light of yours.

and that seems impossible.

Let iT OUT!