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Monday, December 17, 2007


5:30 AM











been a long time since blogging...


time realli flies, prom is over n i've been working my 4th wk now.


hit 18, the legal age for clubbing...


always wanted to see how clubs look like.


geex.. i shld scold myself for being too naive, thinking tt clubs are huge >_<

went to Zouk for my company's D&D...

hahax. was pretty excited at first but soon the exhilration turned to instant boredom after i was stuck in tt cramped little hall for a few hrs.



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Monday, July 16, 2007


8:13 AM


sometimes i question the world.
...a little too much in my little head.


often i start thinking, musing, be it a resultant from the profundity of wise authors' words from a book, or the rambles heard in lit class, or simply the day-by-day (though there isn't many, sadly) gossips.

occasionally there would be the pleasing outcome of an enlightenment,
others, more often than not, would be a leering bottomless pit of depression n overpowering uncertainties that threatens to suck mi deep into it.

of cox i have occured no suicidal thoughts, nor anything abt self-mutilation. (i do not need anything else to 'uglify' mi more, thank you!)
but such sad thought dampened my mood, if not my spirit, n drag mi down significantly.


alrite, i m pondering now.

this is getting mi nowhere.

...hey! i mean i don't get paid for writing such nonsense or rubbish... n i definately do not need psychologists bills written to my already-bankrupt bank account.
maybe i should develop my crap n compile them into a novel! XD


i don't know if thinking profound thoughts, or conjuring the effect of appearing to do so, helps my life...

for mi, as a pathetic slob being in the handcruffs of education in JC, i do not even have to wait to see the disastrous A's results to judge tt it is completely n utterly useless to my grades.
well, excluding improving my 'crapping' skills for 'unprecendented' qns in the exams. - _ -''


so then, now i will snap out (only for a while) of my miserable self-effacing 'mind arguements'.

GOALS. for this wk.

1. Finish NORMAL DISTRIBUTION tutorial by fri.

2. Study econs BALANCE OF PAYMENTS lecture by wed.

3. Study PLATE TECHTONICS n read at least 2 VOLCANOES n EARTHQUAKE CASESTUDIES each. by sat.


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Wednesday, July 11, 2007


7:03 AM















Shun's fan always <3
kawaii Shun!! XD


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Sunday, July 08, 2007


8:49 AM




















with mid-yr exams over, i can't help but feel giddy with joy n of cox, being dead lazy.













i made real 'good' use of my leisure time, which includes...

1. painstakingly organising my pics folders in the com, it was then i realised how crazed i was as a fangirl of Dir En Grey, when i did a mental check of the HUGE amt of pics i had of them! XD
2. drooling over jrockers (fav. pasttime)
3. rambling nonsense with my net fren, who gave mi great entertainment when he showed mi many youtube links (japanese comedy shows). i nearly died laughing XD
4. watching Samurai Champloo, Azumanga Daioh non-stop for abt 4hrs?
c where all my time goes?

of cox, i'm no geek locked up in the hse stoning in front of the com all-day!
had an event filled fri n wkend...

Fri::

1. watch Transformers movie with Moon, Kai Xian n Huiling XD

the cinema we were in was big n the screen was huge (jux add brownie pts to the movie ^_^)
i tried out the new eyeliner i bought (but i don't know howta use it!)
anyway, the dumb ting smudges (also thanks to my oily yet dry skin - _ -'')
stupid ting.
haix. there was no neoprint at Plaza Sing.! can u believe it?!? i thought it was in existance everywhere! would have love to drag Huiling to take one!
then with nth much to do, we stroll n wander around...
n nv fail to enter Daiso! hahaX. always feel like an obasan (housewife) in there!
cox there was this time in Vivocity when mi n my sec sch fren Gloria bought nth but FOOD, mostly from Daiso! XD
there was also this paper shop...
nice paper, BUT freaking ex! like one piece of paper for $6+??!?! wth.
think i buy liao also can't bear to cut or anything to it, except for preservation >_< lor.

END of FRI.

Sat::

2. yesterday was Live Earth concert 7/7/07

they say wear green support mah,
SO i wear lor!
in the end like so little pple wear! >_<
was gonna meet Gloria to return her the animes...
but i haven't watch finish yet, so she said some other time then return can. yay~
she gave a damn funni comment, "aiye, not like we wear green we will save the Earth right? think what? we can photosythesis n give out oxygen huh."
- _ -''
well, at least it was jux a kinda silent physical pledge, at least to mi.

3. all-time fren Jeanice got tickets to NDP 3rd Rehearsal n i got to go!

i complimented her new watch (cox no one said tt before) n i guessed tt made her happie XD
after sec sch, this is like the 1st time we met up since last yr June i guess.
she didn't change much.
still goofy dear good old Jeanice ^_^
ours was the Green Sector (which was unfortunately the furthest one btw!)
along our long walk there, she was pointing out the army guys n saying these ushers were those tt are jux recruited n doing BMT (Basic Military Training), which means judging by the time they enrolled into NS,
they are the ones tt fail or got Bronze for Napfa >_<"

she was elated by all this knowledge and looked at mi, "heyhey! c i so li hai! know so much NS stuff. Praise mi praise mi!!" - _ -''
she somemore dare say i dare (bad english here!) to act cute even when i was late (i wanted to get the ticket stud from her)
she also as thick-skinned mah! Lolx.

4. The Lame-ness of NDP rehearsals.

i blinked. i really blinked.
was tt white tingy the mcces were holding the SCRIPTS?!? wth.
n they actually looked at the damned thing when they spoke!
i was shaking my head in disagreement to their 'professionalism' (or lack of it.)
n i think a good handful of pple are too.
"tt totally ruin our impression, they seemed so forced."

n 'cox it was a rehearsal, some of the artistes wasn't there.
it was pure entertainment n comedy when a girl came out holding the actual artiste name on a board! XD
n she made some funny faces at the start too! Lolx.
we were also totally cracked up when some guy as the 'simulator' held up a small board with the words "First Cabinet Minister" or smth.
n he too played along n waved to the audience!! hahaX.

they had this dragon boat racing thing for the pre-parade...
before the race start,
"i bet u they(dragonboators from respective schs) wouldn't be here!"
n i thought, "i don't even think there will be anything."
.
.
.
behold! there they come!
.
.
.
3 motorboats racing! - _ -''
.
.
.
oi! u trying cheat who?? think we don't know what dragonboats look like huh?! Lolx.
n the mcess continued unfazed, shouting abt the 3 'dragonboats'. wow.

hahaX. n there was this one time when the mcces asked us to wave our flags...
the other end sector have goodie bags, but my sector don't have! =(
they biased!!
haax. then someone shouted from behind, "NO FLAG LAH!" Lolx.

5. NDP is cool!

teeheex. other than these lame stuff, the rest was pretty cool!

u know the canons that goes off (think 19times?? or was it 17? >_<) when the president walk passed the contingents?
heex. this yr the canons were visble n jux across us! (on the other coast of cox)
damn near!!
so abt everytime the canons go bomb, we will jump! XD kinda fun!

the civil defense dunno-what display was damn cool!!
waaa~ c all those fighter jets zoom passed n the cute helicopters tt 'salute' to us!
there were also coast guard speedboats~~

heex. kinda remind mi tt time mi n Jeanice trying to drive a speedboat!
think we were being quite haphazard in our 'driving', cox the pple were damn scared of us when i nearly steered into some coming boat! >_<"

i wanna ride cruise!!!~~
but then, Huiling was saying what some cruise ship the WHOLE ship few hundred pple down with some disease or bacteria attack on board some cruise to HK o.O
BUT i still wanna ride cruise!!
oops, i'm going off-topic!

now, what was i saying...

o ya, there was also supposed to be a LIVE symphony orchestra n chinese orchestra~~
i'm sure will be damn nice if they were actually there tt day... but sadly they weren't =(

the starting NDP performance was some Underwater world thing...

the little starfishes n fishes were very adorable~
n there were floating-flying jellyfishes on the water...
very nice, they were glowing orange too ^_^
the next item they had a float shipped in...
the fireworks on the highway bridge was gorgeous, was like a dripping curtain of gold~ so pretty.

o right, nearing the finale...
u know, pple who r damn freaking frightened by dreadful horrendous traffic jams wants to go off early...
hey sure man, of cox u guys can go off early...
JUX DON'T BLOCK MY VIEW!!!
"hey Jeanice, think this one (performance) no need c liao."

anyway, the fireworks display at the finale was nice nice NICE! XD
hahaX. i can always c the fireworks from my hse, n after seeing them SO MANY times, it kinda get boring...
so i was pretty surprised i can still feel the excitment n happiness when i c them tt night.
it was a pretty diff. experience, watching it RIGHT IN FRONT of us! *_*
n Jeanice was jux saying then tt they would probably be biased again n put more fireworks at the other end.
BUT THEY DIDN'T! wahahaX.
it was on OUR side! nyahahaX.
okei. i'm crazy >_<"

it is a wonderful thing to be wowed by such stuff~
well, supposing my cynical deposition...
hey i can't help it! i'm ANGSTY! XD


*stretchs* tired le.. the NDP rehearsal end liao...
we walked back to City Hall MRT with large hordes of pple.
u can jux imagine the terrible 'human jam' =(

in the train, Jeanice was saying how my dressing Looks ex.
but it isn't! XD only spent $50 on the whole outfit... including the shoes k!
erm.. not including my converse bag lah.
hahaX. c this is called 'no money yet can act like got money!'
okei that was lame >_<

*tired* END of SAT.


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Friday, July 06, 2007


5:52 AM




Transformers movie: one word. NICE! XD

insert Transformers theme song~

Transformers. Robots in disguise.

LOLX.


too bad Hui Fang n Sharon didn't join us, it was damn awesome! 5 STARS! XD
it was like a mega blockbuster packed with all sorts of stuff...
car race, explosions, fighter planes, comedy...


n the car transformer Bumblebee was damn cute!
what with his attitude when he play diff. music to suit the mood n_n
n his silly tantrums when he threw the pple out when the girl commented that the car looked like some crap!
ahh~ dream car~~


n i made a realization abt movies.
movies make NO SENSE.
plus NO LOGIS.



well.. the main character Sam was supposed to hand over this cube tingy to the air force to bring it somewhere - _ -''
No.1: why is there the necessity of bringing somewhere when u can just self-destruct it here!!

he had to find a white building n climb to the top of it.
remember: Megatron is frantically chasing after him!

our hero Sam ran into some run-down building...
then there was this terrifying flight of stairs!

he MADE IT! w/o getting killed by Megatron of cox.

at this pt. of time...
i wonder:
Megatron muz be pretty useless.
Sam is probably a super-human in disguise tt can run up stairs at an alarmingly fast rate!
plus, he doesn't get tired.

then Sam fired some smoke signal to the helicopter (which got shot down easily by Megatron - _ -'' poor Sam, pity him for running so far for nth!)


heex. dun mind my sacrasm here~
other than this Lame bit, the movie got its credit from my fav. destructive scenes! wahahaX.
END of Transformers Review.








past few days was such a breeze.
Life after exams is heavenly~~ XD
slacked till i feel like rotting on the ground =X



watched Azumanga Daioh anime..
23 epis!! i nv done tt ever before!
n yes, it hurt my eyes!



hahax. for such a lame person like mi, the anime was brillant.

no annoying silly female lead! i was refering to those who scream in distress for the hero to save them..

oh plzz, why the hell did u even get into this shit! deserved to die! *cold n heartless**insert evil-sounding music*



wait wait.. Azumanga Daioh is actually an ALL-FEMALE cast!!
wow.. nv thought i would watch smth like this.

it is abt high sch life with a bunch of frens.


normal? nahx!

n the nekos r super cute YET scary!!




the form teacher is crazy! XD hahax.. in her eccentric manner n childishness
n she adores bullying her poor fren/colleague n her class!



the grp of good frenx include

a kawaii chibi 6th grader genius child Chiyo-chan,



a kakkoi althetic neko-loving quiet Sakaki-san,


a cool headed dieting Yomi-san, who can't help but to be annoyed into hysteria by
the 'equally crazy as her teacher' much over-enthu Tomo-chan.

not forgetting dear dense n *coughx* dreadfully slow 'Osaka'




'Osaka' the most right one!
Night-walking Osaka is freaking scary!!


heex. n the swimmer 'equally baka as Tomi-chan' Kagura-san my fav.!



n together, Tomo+Osaka+Kagura=Bonklers! XD


END of Azumanga Daioh Review.



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Sunday, June 17, 2007


10:23 PM


it is always silly how we love to look back on things we 'accomplished' (or rather 'have not accomplished') at the end of each day n sighs in defeat.

i've NEARLY totally wasted my whole hols.
if u know wad i mean, well ya.. perhaps u're another pathetic slob like mi.
wasting away her precious youth, well, basically rotting away n hibernating in the summer weather.
'great' hibernation period.

okei. enuff sad-oh-i-feel-so-lousy mood for now!
realli needa gather myself up for the tedious task of studying for a's.
haix.

but somehow, i ALWAYS never fail to get distracted.
even by a book. -_-''
i was glued to the book yesterday till i finished the 200+pages of ghosts, demons n what-know-you.
it was a damn interesting book hey! XD 'Exocist The Beginning'
n other stuff like designing a notebk cover >_<"
gosh.. i love to procrastinate n it seriously will be the death of mi one day!
but all in all! my BIGGEST sin is sleeping too much zzzzzz
*yawns* lolx.

alrite, i shld fix my goals here!! XD
1. Finish 'Urbanisation' by tues 19/6/07
2. Finish 'Globalisation' 19-20/6/07
3. Do 2 econs essay on 21/6/07


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Tuesday, May 22, 2007


7:05 AM














Hawtness!~




















weee~~ such a relax week!~ *happiness*

nyahahax.. but getting let off earlier from jux brighten up my whole day!
geex. i sound kinda pathetic don't i? hahaX.
mon got released at 12.30! gosh.. that has gotta be my earliest mon off, k save for the RARE half-day mon back then.

n during GP, we caught abt half of this movie.. some show abt these delinquents playing a pretty innocent prank that got them into deep shit.
heex. the actors in there are pretty cute XD
but the crux of the show lies in the hellish treatment they were 'submitted' to in the boys' home.
i tell ya, kevin bacon plays one hell of a bad guy.
n the violence and sex abuse in the show.. tsk tsk. well.. looking forward to the next half of the movie on fri! ^_^

o ya, talking abt strong sexual references to movies these days...
hahaX. or is it already there jux tt i was silently censored by our good old censorship board? lolx.

n the incredible fact was that these movies i'm talking abt are actually borrowed from the sch library! XD
i'll never forget the time mi n Moon watched "Shakespeare in Love" in the sch library!
the SEX.. gosh.. my cheeks were burning n my eyes were blinded in that veri movie.
n the most embarrassing ting was the 'crowd' that came to join us...
see, we were stupid enough to screen it on the big tv -_-''
n so, we were joined noisily by a grp of overly-excited gals,
adding to the absurdity of the whole ting, some guys had just to choose that 'wise' moment to walk in on us.

AND THE MOST NONSENSICAL TING IS THAT THE MOVIE IS PG-RATED!!!! o.O

n i got cheated another time by that little innocent PG-Rating when i borrowed "Silence of the Lambs" (ya, it is from the sch library too >_<")
the script was utterly saturated with sexual innuendos.. n the number of times 'Fuck' was cursed? it was uncountable.
all these are still quite sane... till u meet the psychopath who dresses up like a drag-queen n danced naked in front of the mirror -_-''
i was SO not expecting that.
n i can tell that my mom was not too, when she loudly proclaimed her shock. (yes, i was stupidly watching this with my ENTIRE family >_<)
one more ting to add, the said maniacal-behaviour guy was a really sick serial killer taking perverse pleasure in wearing women's skin.. literally.(well, he murders them then skins them.)

n so, moral of the story: NEVER TRUST THOSE SMALL WORDS THAT SAY "PG-RATED".
those i watched are either,
No.1: rated incorrectly
No.2: uncut version or,
No.3: the censorship board has gone bonkers
n maybe another lesson that i SHOULD HAVE learnt already, never watch such movies with ur whole family, lest u wanna die of embarrassment of having been the one that borrowed the movie.

at least i was clever in a 'duh' way when i decided to jux stop another movie "The Name of the Rose" from playing when i glimpsed another 'sex scene' coming up~
n it wasn't even the starting part, it was jux paused there when i idiotically went to play it...
don't even ask mi who the hell paused the movie at that scene! so, clever mi waited till at night when the hall is not bombarded with my family... lo n behold... it was a full sex scene -_-''
i thought i was watching porn then >_<
it was...ahem...coughx...pretty explicit.
at least it was rated M-18 (didn't get cheated this time)
do they realli 'do it' during filming?? i wonder~
shrugx. well.. the plot of the movie was actually fascinating, it being a murder case mystery n all...
n the set was eerily fitting for the dark n solemn atmosphere~
plus, the props...
wow~~ they actually created replicas of the past 14th century n they sure do cost a bomb... there were these scriptures that were hand-painted n gold-plated, taking almost 6 months to complete n costing a few thousands for ONE page!

another movie experience... NANA Screening!~ ^_^

it was rated PG, n huiyun did warn mi of the 'bath scenes'...
well, at least they were onli IMPLIED sex scenes.
but still, it was kinda...okeiokei. veri...awkward watching it with a teacher.. hahaX.
well, mrs. koh joined us for the later half of the movie, unexpectedly walking in on one of those 'implied sex scenes'.. lolx.
u know sometimes when you leave the com for quite long n don't touch it, the screen will go blank?
that was wad happened during some of the scenes when it was getting a little steamy in there~~ lolx.
mrs koh then said, "Auto-censor." XD
n it wasn't jux one scene, there were a few in fact!
k, maybe not sex scenes.. but rather mani passionate kissing scenes >_<
gosh, have to sat through those agonising moments where i kept throwing huiyun nervous glances n her returning some. lolx.
everione there was kinda awkward too at first, which was pretty funny n weird at the same time!! XD
NANA Screening was overall counted as a success!~~ hooray.

kk.. i flooded ur minds enough already. n i have enough 'interesting+awkward' movie experiences >_< tata~


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